Call it a blog if you like. Doesn’t make much of a difference to me. I figured this would be a good thing to do. I’ve been needing new ways to channel my thoughts and emotions, because music has been getting more difficult to create. Never am really satisfied with what I throw at the studio speakers. At least not these days . I also thought about doing a video journal on youtube, but I’m a horrible public speaker. I would probably end up re-recording the video too many times until I just end up giving up. So this is what you’re getting. I aim to get deep into my life story, and share where I come from. Because, you know, I’ll be dead one day. And sometimes I fear if I just die people will misrepresent who I am, how I thought, and leave a void of stories about my life no – one will ever talk about ever again. I figured this way, I could perhaps keep myself alive a little bit longer. Because when you’re gone, you’re gone. It would’ve been nice to see if my brother, Aidan, had any writings. But it seems they’re all too hard to find. With that being said, welcome to my online journal. I hope I don’t sound like i’m taking myself too seriously. This really is just to kill my never ending boredom. Everything sucks, go fuck yourself. Gavin
Closer To The Heart 